Wow, it's here - surgery day. Seemed like today would never come. I have even been excited to go to surgery and with a little trepidation about the outcome. I think that my breasts will look as good as a human can make them look given the circumstances, but I don't know what that will be.
I worked at home on Friday and Monday, so I decided I was going to take this opportunity to go braless in spite of the uneven situation going on. Sort of a memorial to what is, and what I will be leaving behind. Tried to protect others from the discrepancy as much as possible with baggy clothes. I'll have to wear a bra 24/7 for two weeks, so.....
So I got up before the birds, pretty much my normal time to get up for work, at 4:15. I needed to get a little in to eat, some coffee and clear liquids. I could have gone back to bed, but I chose to do some washing of woodwork, clean the bathroom, dust the main rooms, listen to Enya (great pre-op music), and get my table set up for making jewelry. I'm really looking forward to that. With the right music on, it will help me kind of melt into that relaxed calm mental state. I think I need to change the current selection real soon or that won't happen! After all that work, I worked up a thirst. Poor me.
Soon I'll go out for a short walk - still a little chilly out. Guess I need to get used to it! Come back in for a nice hot soak, slip into my easy to get into clothes and head out the door. I think I'm his first surgery case of the day as he normally has office hours Tues. AM, so unless something ties him up there, we should get a timely start. I think surgery may be about 2 hrs. Could it be possible that I will be home in time for a lovely hot cooked supper?
Thanks for all of your healing thoughts and well wishes. I know that with those and the surgeon's skills, I am in good hands and have an excellent chance of optimal outcomes and recovery. I'll post later this week - but have to have some jewelry or something to show!
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